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Thursday, 29 January 2009

  • the end...

    im so sorry that this will be the last blog for xanga...its slow so i'm changing to blogspot...and i'll leave this xanga as my memories of my life forever...good and bad...changes and constant...well...i missed my friends....my best friends...and my everything i had in the past...well as those who dont know me...i'm sort of a guy who wont change something eventhough it really need and has to change...i will still remember and i wont forget it...until the day the time come...and u began to realize its been such a long time..and wanted to go back..wanted to continue...i still remember...i dont know...well..now...i think i become more mature already as time flies...i think began to understand myself since im form 4 now...i had to decide my life now...i had to make decisions..and be a betterman...i need to know new friends...and choose whose to be..who can help who can understand and be there when im in need...life have to be happy and im trying to be positive in all prepective and be all kind that i can...i want ppl to know me as a good guy from now on...i dont want ppl to think i'm bad and show off this and that...i guess i'll be low profile and success in everything i can...i got my 2009 resolutions...and i need it to go well...well..i guess this is the end...hope everything is fine..and sory for the mistakes that i've donesorry for those ppl that i hurt ur feeling...some i really go to deep and hurt too much which actually i should help instead of hurting...sorry for arguements...sorry for everything that i had done wrong and bad....lets move on and be happy and lets be as joyfull as we can be to overcome the years of stress and with obstacles...light up the darkness...take me back where we had this connection with y'all..take me back where we can sit down as friends and we talk and laugh and everybody was good to everybody and there's no sense of hate and dislike...where everybody is equal...take me back where we remember the joy we had before...well..i thought of having a party where gether around and have that kind of fun..haha...i hope we will...what i write includes all friends i've known throughout the years...

Wednesday, 26 November 2008

  • days.. why it had to be like this?..

    i havent been blogging for like 2 weeks?..haha..well...my holidays for this past two weeks...its boring and sometimes its fun...invited to play badminton with friends..and just play snooker every single day..haha..went for tek yi's birthday at november the 11th..slept over there for one night...and we jammed through the night..its nice..haha..tuition already started..malay getting more and more important as each lesson goes by...and so as biology..but dont even know whether i am capable enough to go for biology..cuz its a doubt for me to go science class so yea...one or two of the nights...i went club to play with uncles at night...which is good...very good.haha...but my coach says not to...cuz it lower down ur standards..well i dont think so...cuz play with them is really hard..sometimes..well most of the times le..i saw jia xin for like consequtive 3 days?...17 18 19..18 we went to club...played badminton and gym..21...yesterday...went to club...with jia xin...and today something happened...and it could be the lsat day..and it was the day i realized my wrong and i felt so freaking guilty...is one heck of a day..today..woke up late...didnt get to out with friends...i'm so sorry...drivers not around...holidays theres up and down...and theres more to down...which means...i'm sad...and like i said before...the book "the power of positive thinking"...what else can i do..haha...i went jusco to find something to buy....i was nearly broke...nothing much can i buy...what i need to buy i cannot buy..what i want to buy i cannot buy...what i should buy i dont think i have the money to buy...so yeah...its sad...went all over ipoh to find the sastera book for tuition...went to mubarak...and thats the only place..haha..yea..i better get one with my reading...and waiting for invitation from friends to hang out....or even a single conversation would do...anything...cuz its the holidays aint it?...light up the darkness le...

Sunday, 09 November 2008

  • days...having a great time..

    friday the 7th....was the day i went genting...anyway it starts off..me going to tek yi's place..early morning didnt go to school...then...played cs haha some guitar...after tek yi's packing...we head to tesco to buy some stuff...well for me..i packed my bag the last night..haha so yea..haha...in tesco bought shampoo and food we needed for the trip..so yah..was hungry and feeling the ache in my stomach...went to eat pizza..haha...had to thanks much to tek yi's mother who help me reload my phone...yet buy me food...buy me things...yea..after eating...went to school...was early....so we followed tek yi's mother to get loan money...i hurt my finger...and it still hurts until today...shit...then went school again..bus arrived...hit the road at 2 30....i cant get my sleep in it...watch movies...listen music..ate snacks...along the road...reached genting..sat on the cable car..up to our hotel...our room is so damn freaking small and so is the tv too..haha...after dinner...walk around..snooker...convinced tek yi...he is now addicted...archery was not the worth..16 arrows for 10 dollars plus?..then bought macd's coke and walk around to feel the breeze and curfew at 11 so yah...was fun...then the next morning..breakfast..then went to theme park to play....get on 5 of the rollercoaster..haha...the best was corkscrew...then head to hotel for a break...then went out again..had our lunch mac d's...i tell u the things and food there are expensive..haih..no doubt...the whole day we played and walk and played..so yea...no resting really..slept late woke up early no sleeping time..so yah..dinner at the room..we had noodle cup that we bought in tesco..haha..then went out again..played again...went for a walk with tek yi, chee mun, teck yin...we bought ice-cream..took lots of pictures..had lots of laughs..and it was the best moment of the trip...and one of the best in this year..haha...it was really unforgetable...the next morning...morning call at 7 30?...we didnt hear it...we were sleeping soundly...need to assemble at the lobby..we woke up by an annoying ring bell..at 8..we were late and so are others...teacher was frustrated...we rushed out the hotel...we had to say goodbye to genting...head to the cable car...then off to kl...ate roti canai at the food store...beside the highway...it was sweet..haha...then went for the chocolate factory...and bought some chocolate...haha.. it was very fast...after that...we went time square...walk and walk and walk...didnt buy anything...didnt sit any rides...haha...thought wanted to buy some funny t-shirts..but it wasnt right at that time so yeah..saw this snooker shop...a lot of nice cues..haha..had to go by 4...so from there..we head back home..watched 2 movies..haha...the mist was nice...but havent finish...me and tek yi..were as usual...crazy...everytime on the bus...listening music..some coldplay some songs...haha..we had a great time this trip..it was good..haha..reached school at 7 something...had dinner with dad..then got home..and i'm darn tired right now..haha...light up the darkness...uploading the photo will take a long time..so decided to do it tomorrow..

Thursday, 30 October 2008

  • days...sometimes its good to go away..

    on the 18th..me and jia xin...we went to club...for the celebration of the end of pmr...we were happy and it was a fun day...after that all i remembered is i spend most of my time in club snookering..19th...usual routine..went training...and club..20th..monday school...nothing much....21th...school too...returned the books...relieve...and school is really very boring...so i talked to the teacher that i had to go to kl cause mum was sick...anyway...it was an excuse...so that i can skip school and go kl to spend some time there...school activities is the first week of november so yea..i joined...anyway....thats all for the day...22th...morning played badminton squash and snooker is club....didnt get to go kl that day..cuz dad is not freee....23th...went to kl....then straight go for badminton with kelvin gor they all...it was fun...ate dinner with them..after that went to my kai ma's place..park ville...saw mum she was alright...a family dinner...and it was delicious....then 24th ..friday...i bought a laptop with my yi gor...god..its the best....i was so happy...the model is HP....anyway...i love it...thanks to my parents for buying it for me..then went out with yi gor and shiau yin jie...went to mid valley..shopping..for thier watch...then ate dinner there..was very nice...japanese food...haha...went home after that....25th...saturday...felt stomach ache today...followed dai gor bought bryan things...bought some underwear...didnt bring any to kl...what a shame..haha...and i didnt bring my ic..shit...if caught kena one thousand bucks...haha....shopping a little...then after that ...stayed at home...went to church...it was nice...sunday...early morning...went jungle trekking with kok leong gor...my cousin...along with his friends....15 altogether...plus 3 tour guide...woke up at 6 30...ate and went the destination around 8 45?...then i had to wear leech shocks to prevent leech...and...we started...along the way...tour guide...guide us through the way..and showing us some leave and it uses...the hill was tough..and it was a challenge...and i love it...well...reached to the waterfall around 1?...then spend 1 hour plus there....having fun...sad thing for me..i lost my specs...shit....cant find it...and kok leong gor..helped but cant find it...so yea..i had to go back without my glasses on and plus the jungle is getting dark...the challenge is way more challenging...so i had to get help and hold on to a stick..and its very very hard for me...but i still managed to get out of the jungle..haha..came out around 5?..then changed and went back home...we were tired like god knows what...haha i had leeches on my stomach...adn one i pulled one i put salt..so theres a mark there...erm...after the trekking..i got no fear over insects already...well part of it...along the way...a lot of insect bite me..haha...its itchy and its irritating...but now i'm immune to it already...but not completely..haha...yea...then liverpool was on the go with chelsea..watched...with the whole family...liverpool won...i influenced bryan my cousin..haha which is a good thing..haha..anyway...27th...monday..slept until 2?..i vomitted...then family dinner...it was fun with wilson and everybody...it was good...i had fun...28th tuesday...i went with mum to the hospital..for the kimo therapy...and i get to know somethings...the whole day i was at home...went to buy dvds....bought 20+...watched 3 movies...get smart..deception..and mamma mia...it was all nice..yea...29th wednesday last day in kl...packed everything and went back....light up the darkness..its one good trip..and yah...i'm currently reading this book..the power of positive thinking...it really helps...i tell u..its good....very good...

Friday, 17 October 2008

  • days..the saga is over

    monday the 13 starts of with malay...the paper was kind hard...but i manage to do it...unexpected question...is was tricky..all maziah thought didnt really came out...so yea...second day tuesday..was english and science.english i tell u was the bomb..i think i wrote the best essay i ever written...it was easy...science..paper 1 was alright..just that paper 2 was ridiculous...its very hard...we had to stay in school until 4 that day...the next day..wednesday..maths and sejarah..maths was very easy...it's so happy when i was doing it...after the paper went to parkson with friends..and we studied while drinking a cup of coffee..haha...read the whole form 3 in just 1 hour..haha...sejarah paper fwas 50-50..dont really understand form 2...got home..then went to snooker..studied kh..was raining the whole night..so i didnt leave...i waited to 10 for jeffey to send me home...after that...thursday..kh was alright...i think i've done quite ok just with the business part..after that was chinese..i tell u...what they say is true..its really very hard...i dont even understand what are they talking about..haih..there goes for my b..haha...anyway...friday...the unwaited day for the moment...geography...it was 70-30....some questions i dont understand..haih..i hope i will get a for this...yea...and so it ends...i js tek yi and hua wei went to primary school to see teachers..and we saw changes in the school..haha..talked with our class teacher for like 1 hour..then we went back..we had to climb..haha its like ponteng school..and we went to the basketball court..haha..i can slam dunk...all of us jump the jaga halau us away...haha...anyway ppl and things change for primary..haha..after that me and tek yi went to parkson and meet up with those buddies...haha...went food court..then played bowling..it was fun..haha..they had to go..me and tek yi...walk around the complex...bought sweets..and ate sushi..bought starbucks...and he followed me back to the house..haha..we were crazy..sliding here...throwing this and that...sing songs...dance around like freaks...and just crazy..haha...today...well...now i hurt my knee...it is swollen..haha...anyway...didnt get to sleep today...and its time now..haha..cant believe after three years...its all come to pmr..and now it ends...well light up the darkness..